Well everyone it finally happened. After being in Memphis for about three weeks now, I finally had my first meltdown. After babysitting my sister kids this morning I was leaving her house and suddenly felt very alone. They were headed to the mall and I was headed back to my apartment all by myself. I have no friends to hang out with or anyone to talk to or do anything with. All I really want to do right now is pack up my car and head back to Paragould right now and be around people who know me and want to spend time with me.
I've been working none stop for a few days and that has helped me keep things off my mine, but now I have nothing to do to distract me. I hate feeling like this and this isn't what I thought Memphis was going to be like at all. When I'm not working or at home sleeping, I'm at my sisters apartment babysitting. Spending most my time with a 5 year old and a 6 month old isn't as much fun as it sounds. I'm sooo tired of worrying about money and my car messing up or not having enough for to eat. Maybe I should have thought about moving here a little more before actually doing it.
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